To make it easier on both myself and others, I'm going to keep a link list of all the series and fanfics I have going. And in the correct order. :D

( Fic links under cut... )

So here's the finally and last (mostly) unlocked post. I tried to go back through and lock the remaining post but goodness that's a lot of post and truth be told I got bored And lazy. So if it isn't friends locked then chances are that it might not get friends locked. However the post from here on out are going to be.

Okay I mostly leave fiction unlocked and all the personal whatnot bolted down with every lock imaginable. But after awhile everthing falls under that lovely friends only cut.







( Questions be here...Enter all who dare... )

I'm ignoring all the M. Jackson hullabaloo. Mostly because, well, besides about five songs, I don't really like MJ all that much. And yes I think he was a creative artist, but his personal life was wack and it just...it stops the love. It really does. But I wish him and his family well. I always feel for the people who loved the passed, even if it doesn't really effect me at all.

wow. That sounds sort of bad. But I don't really mean it that way. Just. Yeah. I'll leave it at that.


Anyway what my post is really about is fanfic. And the things that I hate. So you wouldn't believe how many times people I don't know ask me to read their fic. Just because we have the same 'ships. And for the most part I don't mind but I feel that I should give you some hints at what you'll get, as a response (and in some cases the non-response) from me if you ask.

First off. This are my own personal pet peeves. I'm not saying it's impossible to write a good fic using this ideas but I've rarely seen it happen.


( shit )

Okay so here's the dealeo, I need some inspiration.

So take any intrest of my intrest list and a ship and one random thing and give me a drabble idea, and I'll write it for you!

As snagged from all around LJ-

Ask me to take a picture of any aspect of my life that you're interested in/curious about - it can be anything from my DVD collection to my favorite pair of shoes. Leave your choice(s) here as a comment, and I will reciprocate by taking the pictures and posting them as an entry. That way you get to know a little bit about my life.

So I haven't actually posted anything, in like forever, (minus the Last Unicorn/Wizards of Waverly Place fic. That sadly is ill recived in the Wizards world. :( ) mostly because I am a very lazy updater.


But I was wondering about ships today, the relation kind not the floating on water kind, and it started me thinking about the ships I love and the ones that just make me shiver in disgust.

So because I am bored enough to actually think people will care here are my top 5 'ships and a little drabble to showcase that love!

YAY for the love!

( so much love )

Title: Perfectly Aligned (7/?)
Rating: R
Summary: Zac and Nikki are on the run still. Karloff is angry and Leonarnd suffers. And a choice is made.
A/N: So I thought, even though I don't really like the whole Zac/Nikki thing as much anymore, I still owed it to them to finish up some of the situations I've put them in. Like being Vampires and sleeping with older men and maybe even when they were childhood sweethearts. :D


Immortal love is a myth. Lined up for hungry masses, eager for anything to let them forget how fragile love really is.


( we are a choice )

So I haven't actually posted anything, in like forever, (minus the Last Unicorn/Wizards of Waverly Place fic. That sadly is ill recived in the Wizards world. :( ) mostly because I am a very lazy updater.


But I was wondering about ships today, the relation kind not the floating on water kind, and it started me thinking about the ships I love and the ones that just make me shiver in disgust.

So because I am bored enough to actually think people will care here are my top 5 'ships and a little drabble to showcase that love!

YAY for the love!

( list and fic )

( the happing ending can not come in the middle of the story... )

So I feel as if I owe people an explination for my recent missing action-ness. The truth of the matter is that I've been busy with life, it's been slowly eating up all my time and energy and I really haven't been feeling it lately. Fandom life that is. I find that anymore, being part of zikki or zac or even nikki fandom isn't something I feel happy or joyous to do. I've fallen out of love with it. I love, LOVE some of the people I've been privliged to know. To love. Even to meet. (though some I never have and I still love them.) The truth is that for the longest time, I've realized that I haven't been 'obessed' with them anymore. I got bored or disappointed or just moved on to things that captured my ADD like attention. Either way, I've simply let it go.

Which isn't to say that I don't still like them as actors or people. It's simply I've let go of the desire to see them as more than that. Before I wanted to know about their lives, I wanted to make believe in their world. I saw them as more, maybe even more than they were. Or could be. Or even should be. And I always promised myself that the moment that fandom for me stopped being fun, or I lost the joy of seeing the unseen, I would walk away, the problem was I could not forsee how in love with the people, my friends, I would be.


And now I'm left hoping that our friendships are not based on ships or actors but truth. The good kind, the freeing kind. The kind that isn't bound through the exact same likes or dislikes but through respect and companionship. Through trials we faced and moments we shared.

121- Anne of Green Gables
16 - Teen Witch
05- Nikki Blonsky
05- Zac Efron
05- Blofron


( icons galore )

I was today going to do this whole five thing, in which I used pictures and wittiness to showcase the things I love.

Then as I was looking for the most awesome Gilbert Blythe pictures I could find, I come across something so VILE, so horrible, SO ANGRY-MAKING. That I could go on no longer.

And to you Kevin Sullivan I say FUCK YOU. Fuck you and how you keep taking Anne and making it into something so terrible that I can feel my heart vomiting.

What is it with people and ruining something that was wonderful the way it was.

God, just GOD!

Anne before Green Gables?

Anne who is ( cut for those who don't want to be spoiled for Anne the Prequel.. )

Before and After meme:

For any fic I've written ask for what either comes next in a certain scene or for the whole fic or before. If you want ten minutes later, a year, ten just ask for it in the comments. Try and be specific with which fic and how much time has passed.

brief history of love.
zac. nikki.

( ten times I wish I said I loved you... )

I use the word shanagains all the time. Seriously. I say it at least twelve times a day. To everyone.

I've even got co workers to start using it.

Also, I use SUPRISE BUTTSEX all the freaking time too. It's actually terrifing. (Mostly because my co-workers have started to pick it up and then one or two, who I am really great friends with, smake my ass and yell, SUPRISE BUTTSEX. Tis, sad. Really!)

As to where the this to silly saying orginated from, well, Shanagains is from an ex, he use to say it all the freaking time, but when I moved away from home and got resettled I promptly forgot, till one day someone said to me, what are you up to? And I responded Shanagains! Thus I have used it for nearly a year, almost everyday. To the point where when people hear it? They think of me. Heh.

And Suprise Butt Sex, comes from the sweet internets, I saw it and used it. And loved it.

Finally changed my layout again. This time with even newer .css! Redid my profile page. YAY!

And I've decided to show of some pictures I took..uh...two years ago. My sister, Julia, and I went on a road trip down the Oregon coast and to the Northern California Redwoods. It was an amazing experience!

( it's all black and white...the good and the bad )