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15 April 2010 @ 07:08 pm
 
You,

I wish you would just tell me the truth, I'm not good at games, I'm not good at a lot of things, but if you're really suppose to be my friend then be a friend. be honest. Don't act like more if you don't feel it. Don't touch me and tell me i'm beautiful and talk about how excited you are to see me, then flake on me last minute, ignore me, and me feel silly. I feel silly.

stupid.

you made me cry. i keep telling myself that you and this and the way we keep up this silly dance is nothing. It's nothing. But my chest still burns and my eyes still water and all the words and beautiful things are lost somewhere.

stop playing me.

stop making me feel something if all the things your saying are lies.

please stop.

please.

me.
 
 
 
hairsprayx12hairsprayx12 on April 16th, 2010 02:24 am (UTC)
Oh god Ley!

I'm sorry honey.

**hugs you super tight**
Ley: Real People- DOE- Yellowsaint_seducing on April 16th, 2010 02:37 am (UTC)
*super hugs you back*

I needed a hug. It's been one of those types of weeks.

I hate guys. I hate people who screw with you.

Especially when they know how you feel and they don't seem to give a crap. Even when they say they do.
glitter is blue: Being Human - George/Annie hug 01x01glitterisblue on April 16th, 2010 04:04 am (UTC)
oh LeyLey! *HUGS*
idk what's happened but *HUGS*
:( This sounds like me and Stupid!Matt... so I know how you feel! - and Lo does too about my problems LOL :)

honestly... I wrote this comment out an hour ago and forgot to hit "Post Comment"!
Ley: Real Person- Jen Stone- Orange Blossomsaint_seducing on April 20th, 2010 09:34 pm (UTC)
I feel like a cad for taking so long to respond. I just got back from a weekend vacation to Las Vegas, I needed to get away for awhile to clear my head.

I think boys are stupid and should just wear reader signs about what they really mean. It would make things so much easier.

And boo to Stupid!Matt. He sounds to much like my stupid boy. BLECK! :D